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1.
Hopeless 04:35
It was all just a dream Or so I’d hoped Until I woke Only to find myself alone Death giver pine box delivered Pushed me to suicide Are you fucking satisfied Lately I’ve been losing sleep This depression and anxiety Always seem to get the fucking best of me I can’t sleep I can’t think I can’t breathe Together we make one hell of a warning That no soul dares to hear Together we make one hell of a warning Death won’t come with time Just sit back and watch the world pass you by It’s all just impression all just expression of self (Don’t let this pass you by) So I’ll bleed from my wrists Continue to insist that it’s you Oh it’s you who will save me Even though you’re the one You’re the one You’re the one who made me Lungs fill with blood now I’m finding it hard to breathe This swell is destroying everything I thought I’d be My life means nothing without you (Everything you’ve ever needed is slowly becoming me) So go on take another shot at me So please speak my name Like I’m the only one that you blame You know I have to hear this I lived through your life I lived through your death And now I live to fear this Don’t trust me I’m toxic anyway If you can hear my words listen to what I say Don’t touch me just learn to stay away If you can hear my words listen to what I say Death won’t come with time Just sit back and watch the world pass you by It’s all just impression all just expression of self (Don’t let this pass you by) So I’ll swing from my neck Continue to regret that it’s you Oh it’s you who will save me Even though you’re the one You’re the one You’re the one who made me
2.
Fearless 04:01
All the sin upon my skin I wish that I could soak this in Never lived never laughed never let go of fucking anything I know you know the name of all the evil that you hate and if I ever see your face Don’t expect me to wait The same way that I had done when I was young Not saying that I loved it then But now we’re here let’s have some fun Not saying that I loved it then But now we’re here let’s have some fun It’s so easy to end a life when you’ve got nothing left to live for My hope is dead My hope is dead and gone Fuck this feeling Fuck this feeling of being alone in this Great big void of a life Great big beautiful world Sitting all alone with a gun in my hand The only thing I think about is how you’re better off dead yeah You don’t think about it The way I think about it Fell from the top with a bottle in my hand I had to drink it all down just to feel like a man You don’t think about the way I think about it The only problem is I see your face when I close my eyes The only problem is I’m still alive I see your face when I close my eyes I see your face when I close my eyes Sitting all alone with a gun in my hand The only thing I think about is how you’re better off dead yeah You don’t think about it The way I think about it Fell from the top with a bottle in my hand I had to drink it all down just to feel like a man You don’t think about the way I think about it Always bleeding for the life that you’re leading What are you running from Who are you pleasing So I guess the only question in the end is are you breathing? I’m still breathing.
3.
Lifeless 03:01
Cause I’m not too proud to tell you what’s been eating away at me Can’t seem to escape this slit wrist scene What the blood flow thicker than your ego Doesn’t matter it’s all temporary to me That book you read to me had pages read like flame I’ve got another story to tell that’s what you’d always claim Then you go and turn around and compare me to the man in your magazine The only difference is I don’t do this for the money or fame We don’t recall what it feels like to feel love anymore We don’t recall what it feels like to feel sunshine on our shoulders We don’t recall what it feels like to feel alive anymore I don’t recall what it felt like before your eyes and my heart turned colder How can you judge me when we both know you’re the coward And after all we’ve come to realize your words are meaningless We don’t recall what it feels like to feel love anymore We don’t recall what it feels like to feel sunshine on our shoulders We don’t recall what it feels like to feel alive anymore I don’t recall what it felt like before your eyes and my heart turned colder We don’t recall what it feels like to feel love anymore We don’t recall what it feels like to feel sunshine on our shoulders We don’t recall what it feels like to feel alive anymore I don’t recall what it felt like before your eyes and my heart turned colder
4.
Homeless 04:44
1052 miles left to get to you But this distance is the only thing that gets us through And though I miss all these views from home They will never amount to what I see through this window These same sick emotions again Have me running in circles inside my head You’ll never know what it feels like to feel this alone I never feel complete I just feel cold They say there’s no medicine on earth to cure a fool But if I’m a fool then what the fuck does that make you Maybe I’ll find the dose I need in all these catchy rhymes But if I never do then I’m sorry for wasting your time As this clock spins time tugs on my heart again I give myself to this I give myself to them It’s a cold world when your forced to walk it alone It’s a cold world when there’s no place you can call your home It’s a cold world when there’s no one you can call you own Fuck everything you ever thought you knew about me Not coming I’m not coming home Fuck the small talk id rather take a long walk Off a short pier And if there’s one thing left in this world that I’ve got to lose it’s fear You say you think I’m dead But I’ve never felt so alive (I’m not coming, I’m not coming home(this time) Fuck the critics all the analytics they mean shit to me The only one that you say can judge me I’ve got yet to see Fuck the poems Every fucking note you wrote I just want you to know I’m not coming I’m not coming home You say you think I’m dead but I’ve never felt so alive These same sick emotions again Have me running in circles inside my head
5.
Painless 03:32
It's no secret how I came to be alone You're voice still echoing inside this empty home Now I'm sick malevolent and you're the one who caused this I can't even see straight as I calculate my loses So I'll lace up my boots and take a walk Collect myself and figure out what's wrong You tell me to pray to Your god and he'll save me But if your god has a plan What are we praying for As the ambulance pulls away I'm calling your name but you can't hear me from where you lay All I know is in the end I hope we can find each other again Just give me a second to breathe I'm calling your name Can you hear me from where you lay As the ambulance pulls away I'm calling your name but you can't hear me from where you lay All I know is in the end I hope we can find each other again As the ambulance pulls away I'm calling your name but you can't hear me from where you lay Dearly departed won't you take my hand So I can feel you I need to feel you Again Can you hear me

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released March 17, 2019

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