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Hopeless
04:35
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It was all just a dream
Or so I’d hoped
Until I woke
Only to find myself alone
Death giver pine box delivered
Pushed me to suicide
Are you fucking satisfied
Lately I’ve been losing sleep
This depression and anxiety
Always seem to get the fucking best of me
I can’t sleep I can’t think I can’t breathe
Together we make one hell of a warning
That no soul dares to hear
Together we make one hell of a warning
Death won’t come with time
Just sit back and watch the world pass you by
It’s all just impression all just expression of self
(Don’t let this pass you by)
So I’ll bleed from my wrists
Continue to insist that it’s you
Oh it’s you who will save me
Even though you’re the one
You’re the one
You’re the one who made me
Lungs fill with blood now I’m finding it hard to breathe
This swell is destroying everything I thought I’d be
My life means nothing without you
(Everything you’ve ever needed is slowly becoming me)
So go on take another shot at me
So please speak my name
Like I’m the only one that you blame
You know I have to hear this
I lived through your life
I lived through your death
And now I live to fear this
Don’t trust me I’m toxic anyway
If you can hear my words listen to what I say
Don’t touch me just learn to stay away
If you can hear my words listen to what I say
Death won’t come with time
Just sit back and watch the world pass you by
It’s all just impression all just expression of self
(Don’t let this pass you by)
So I’ll swing from my neck
Continue to regret that it’s you
Oh it’s you who will save me
Even though you’re the one
You’re the one
You’re the one who made me
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2. |
Fearless
04:01
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All the sin upon my skin
I wish that I could soak this in
Never lived never laughed never let go of fucking anything
I know you know the name of all the evil that you hate and if I ever see your face
Don’t expect me to wait
The same way that I had done when I was young
Not saying that I loved it then
But now we’re here let’s have some fun
Not saying that I loved it then
But now we’re here let’s have some fun
It’s so easy to end a life when you’ve got nothing left to live for
My hope is dead
My hope is dead and gone
Fuck this feeling
Fuck this feeling of being alone in this
Great big void of a life
Great big beautiful world
Sitting all alone with a gun in my hand
The only thing I think about is how you’re better off dead yeah
You don’t think about it
The way I think about it
Fell from the top with a bottle in my hand I had to drink it all down just to feel like a man
You don’t think about the way I think about it
The only problem is
I see your face when I close my eyes
The only problem is
I’m still alive
I see your face when I close my eyes
I see your face when I close my eyes
Sitting all alone with a gun in my hand
The only thing I think about is how you’re better off dead yeah
You don’t think about it
The way I think about it
Fell from the top with a bottle in my hand I had to drink it all down just to feel like a man
You don’t think about the way I think about it
Always bleeding for the life that you’re leading
What are you running from
Who are you pleasing
So I guess the only question in the end is are you breathing?
I’m still breathing.
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3. |
Lifeless
03:01
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Cause I’m not too proud to tell you what’s been eating away at me
Can’t seem to escape this slit wrist scene
What the blood flow thicker than your ego
Doesn’t matter it’s all temporary to me
That book you read to me had pages read like flame
I’ve got another story to tell that’s what you’d always claim
Then you go and turn around and compare me to the man in your magazine
The only difference is I don’t do this for the money or fame
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel love anymore
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel sunshine on our shoulders
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel alive anymore
I don’t recall what it felt like before your eyes and my heart turned colder
How can you judge me when we both know you’re the coward
And after all we’ve come to realize your words are meaningless
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel love anymore
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel sunshine on our shoulders
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel alive anymore
I don’t recall what it felt like before your eyes and my heart turned colder
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel love anymore
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel sunshine on our shoulders
We don’t recall what it feels like to feel alive anymore
I don’t recall what it felt like before your eyes and my heart turned colder
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4. |
Homeless
04:44
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1052 miles left to get to you
But this distance is the only thing that gets us through
And though I miss all these views from home
They will never amount to what I see through this window
These same sick emotions again
Have me running in circles inside my head
You’ll never know what it feels like to feel this alone
I never feel complete I just feel cold
They say there’s no medicine on earth to cure a fool
But if I’m a fool then what the fuck does that make you
Maybe I’ll find the dose I need in all these catchy rhymes
But if I never do then I’m sorry for wasting your time
As this clock spins time tugs on my heart again
I give myself to this
I give myself to them
It’s a cold world when your forced to walk it alone
It’s a cold world when there’s no place you can call your home
It’s a cold world when there’s no one you can call you own
Fuck everything you ever thought you knew about me
Not coming
I’m not coming home
Fuck the small talk id rather take a long walk
Off a short pier
And if there’s one thing left in this world that I’ve got to lose it’s fear
You say you think I’m dead
But I’ve never felt so alive
(I’m not coming, I’m not coming home(this time)
Fuck the critics all the analytics they mean shit to me
The only one that you say can judge me I’ve got yet to see
Fuck the poems
Every fucking note you wrote
I just want you to know
I’m not coming I’m not coming home
You say you think I’m dead but I’ve never felt so alive
These same sick emotions again
Have me running in circles inside my head
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Painless
03:32
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It's no secret how I came to be alone
You're voice still echoing inside this empty home
Now I'm sick malevolent and you're the one who caused this
I can't even see straight as I calculate my loses
So I'll lace up my boots and take a walk
Collect myself and figure out what's wrong
You tell me to pray to
Your god and he'll save me
But if your god has a plan
What are we praying for
As the ambulance pulls away
I'm calling your name but you can't hear me from where you lay
All I know is in the end I hope we can find each other again
Just give me a second to breathe
I'm calling your name
Can you hear me from where you lay
As the ambulance pulls away
I'm calling your name but you can't hear me from where you lay
All I know is in the end I hope we can find each other again
As the ambulance pulls away
I'm calling your name but you can't hear me from where you lay
Dearly departed won't you take my hand
So I can feel you
I need to feel you
Again
Can you hear me
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